.... And Sunday comes yet again.

Well I reckon I should post again.....
What about? Not much.

Welll..... I got a severe headache basically all yesterday morning..... For those of you that don't know, I have.... I don't think you'd call it a condition... or maybe it is. <_< Well anyway, I have low blood sugar. And if I don't get enough protein, especially after I get up on the morning, I get migraine headaches in my left temple and eye. But sometimes they act up if I didn't get enough to eat the night before or my shoulders are really tight. And I can't do anything when it happens, because as it turns out, it's hard to function when your eye is in dire pain. >_> So in those times I usually heat up a heavy bean bag and put it over my eyes and lay down.... And if it lasts a while, go to sleep. But yesterday was pretty bad... Mom had to put Icy Hot on my shoulders and massage my muscles... we figured out that my headaches started acting up again after I started increasing the weight that I was lifting a few weeks ago. So... *sigh* apparently, I'll have to just work on doing more reps than the weight I lift. Which is really frustrating. I mean, really reeaallly  frustrating. Seems like every time I start improving, something happens to set me back... And it just gets ANNOYING! @_@ >=( e_e Dx -_- I think just eating more meat will kinda help though... I forget to eat meat, cause I get protein from other places. Nuts, and bars and shakes and such... But it should help me built muscle and keep my blood sugar more even too. So we'll try that.
But yeah, the morning helped to make it a pretty frustrating day. I was just tired and emotional and... basically just sick of myself. Really, truly sick of myself.

Mom and I went to a college fair one of the churches was putting on, just a bunch of informational tables about different Christian colleges around basically, but it was pretty cool. But it was an information OVERLOAD @_@ There's so many choices, and ssoooo many things you have to do before even considering a college... And my emotional bad-day state did nothing to lessen it. But I did learn about a college in Oregon that looks really good... it's small, has a music program, and even has inner-college sports, which means you just compete with other teams within the same college. So nothing super serious like college football or something. So I think I would like that. ^_^ The girl said "We've got sports from archery to rock-paper-scissors to volleyball. ;D" Sounds like fun. One of my criteria is for it to have awesome worship, though. Imperatively. v_v Maybe I'll go on one of the visit days next year.

This lady that ran the front table that had all the college prep gave us a mountainload of papers to look through... She told me all this stuff for finding colleges and getting scholarships and the events they have for college prep at the High School that apparently I should go and watch... And there were some essays for scholarship contests or something that she said to do over the summer...

>_> <_<

Um....

I think I was looking forward to not schooling this summer. And with my job and everything else I think I'll be plenty busy....

Oh, and Darian happened to be there yesterday too! xD So that was a good thing. I'm spending the night at her place tomorrow... really hoping I don't get a headache in the morning. x/ I can't always get food right away there... Just have to bring some of my own stuff, I guess.

But, work was pretty good. ^_^ I just worked downstairs the whole time.... Then when Mom picked me up she told me I was going to Annie's place for dinner! We watched Braveheart. x) Er, the first half of Braveheart rather, but we'll watch the rest another time. So that was fun. The Wilkinsons are like my second family.


So that's about the summary of yesterday. <_< I think I'm a little confused now... just about life, myself who I was sick of, everything... and Jesus and I are at an interesting spot in our relationship... But I'm every so glad for his company. x) I think we forget that he was human. Playful, fierce, disruptive, wonderful. Just like us.


And now I must leave for kitchen duty and math homework. -_- Haha, I pranked Mom pretty good a few times today... Not that I was intentionally trying to prank her, but Dad realized there was seran wrap on the toilet seat and opted not to use the bathroom, and also he didn't try to fill up his glass when the rubber band was tied around the sprayer.  >_>
K, that's really it now. v_v *leaves*