Summer..... Almost..... There......

Ah finally, a background potraying my love of British things. (in honor of the London 2012 Olympics of course, where the Doctor shall appear) Now if only those phone boxes were blue... >=(

Hhmmm.... has it really been over two weeks? <_< Looks like it....
Well I haven't really been in the Realm for two weeks. I kinda jumped back out without realizing it.... and still my poor blog has still suffered. Well then. Here's some events to catch you up.

Lavinia can roll over from her tummy to her back now... but not the other way around. xD And she's outgrowing her cradle, so we got her a big new bed... she can stay in this one for quite a while. ^_^

Finishing my last week of schooooolll!!!! This is the first year since 8th grade that I'll actually be finishing somewhat on-time and with little stress. V_V So, BIG cause for celebration. Huh, something about doing a semester of math over the course of a summer... has a way of instilling diligence in oneself. <_< But I'm thanking Jesus for getting me through it last year, for not letting me have to do it THIS year. -_-

We're redoing my room next week. ^_^ The Mariners theme and busy blue wall got a little old for me.....
And guess what.
RIPPING UP THE PINK CARPET!!! 
Oh yes. >=)
The carpet that, according to Marissa, eats things. <_< I'm sure it's swallowed more than a few of my beads and jump rings.... Oooh, reminds me of Monster House. >.>
Underneath that is wood flooring, so I think it'll work good, being all my other furniture is wood and all... And the rest of the area shall be a steampunk theme. [8)=) *coughsupposedtobeasteampunkhatwithgoggles<_<cough*

I'll post some in-process pics next week. ^_^


But anywho, I'm going to jump back into the Realm I think, because it's..... been a rough past few days, and I'm honestly getting sick of myself and.... just want to be with Him.
*cough* But I will still be on email to check schedules, notices, etc. from work and stuff, so feel free to drop me a line if you want. ;)

*sigh* I showed up two hours late for work the other day (*note: ALWAYS check to make sure what time you work..) much to the unhappiness of my boss, and I've felt..... kind of like a failure/disappointment/whatever in everything else since then...
And so I'm thankful for grace. x) Without it... without Him, we'd all be doomed. I know He loves me, and looks past everything, but I.... can't seem to fully grasp it like I need to. And I still hear those voices screaming in my head, telling me what I'm not...
And I'm really thankful for awesome friends that are a huge encouragement. You guys are awesome. Just.... keep praying for me. I need to know who I am again.