Wow...... it's been a while since I've posted. (Not that anyone reads my blog anyway...) A lot has happened. A lot of changes, good and bad. A lot of things. More than I want to get into, because it would take like 2,000 words to fill in someone who may not even exist, because nobody reads this blog. Except one person that I know of. But I don't think they come here much.
Well, whatever.....
Soooo..... what to talk about? <_< I don't know! Because..... *sigh* because what's on my mind technically all started while my last posts were going on. And I don't have to go back there again....
I want a friend to talk to. A friend that isn't involved in any of this so they won't be biased about what I'm saying. A friend that knows the person that I'm thinking about all the time, so I wouldn't have to explain. A friend that wouldn't think the story from which my worry comes would be too juvenile and blow it off. A friend who's time I wouldn't feel like I'm wasting.
But as far as I know, I don't have any friends like that. Not really.
Except for one.
But...... I don't know, I just wanted someone..... tangible? Mortal?
Well, He's all I've got, and He's more than enough. I don't know why I feel this way. It's confusing. And if you're reading this, you're probably confused too. Because you have absolutely no idea what I'm talking about!
But that's okay, I guess.
I've just been writing this off and on as a means of putting of reading a book for my Foundations for the Christian Worldview class. Man, that stuff is deep.....@_@ My eyes hurt now. And I think my brain does too.
*Sigh* You know I'm not as down and emo and sad as I'm making this post seem. I'm just.... pondering.
I know I need to go for a walk and talk to Him. And maybe journal. Things are just..... really confusing, and this friend of mine is really pressing on my heart right now.
So yeah, I guess that's it. I need to get back to school anyway. =P Math test coming up...
2 comments:
Well... I guess I won't know quite what to think about this until I know for sure who you're talking about. But I don't want to put forth my small handful of guesses. And, for all I know, I could know nothing about this. But without a good sense of time, it makes me wonder... What was going on between January and the first few days of March? Or could you meant it more broadly? And what about in September? I don't know. If you want me to know what this was about, I await thy explanation. ;)
Aw Jay.... you're such a good friend. Donny was around during those months, and something... kinda big happened in September. I can tell you about in on Skype sometime. Thanks for taking the time to read all these. *my font* =\
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